To him,
But you have gone and followed your girlies.. And it seems like you’re enjoying it so why are you complaining about it? Don’t follow them if you don’t want, I’m not forcing you. But you do want to so there’s no problem and now nothing’s holding you back and you can flirt with whoever the fuck you want.
After you didn’t go to your friends party and stayed home to be with me I was going to do the same but well thats not gonna happen so im gonna go, not to hook up with my highschool friends lol (that’s disgusting), but to catch up with them and to get my mind off you.
If you “don’t give a fuck anymore”, if you “can’t handle” me , if I’m pushing you away with my “FUCKED UP” arguments, if I’m the only one “contradicting” myself, if you’re “done with this”,etc etc then don’t. It sounds like I basically did you a favour by ending what we had. So you are bloody welcome.
You’re still bitter and you’re not missing me or anything and we both feel broken and hurt. There’s nothing left anymore, see you said you loved me. Past tense. So okay, you’re free from this burden that I am suffocating you with. Get out of this cage, go, go be free little bird. Enjoy your freedom until you find a new cage with another little bird who doesn’t plan on breaking up with you to go to cockfests and hooks up with her friends… Lol that’s a weird accusation.
Also it doesn’t sound like you gave a fuck in the first place so your idgaf anymore doesn’t make sense. Lets remember it was you who pushed me away and pushed me to my limits which lead me to break up with you. I’m not the one who got mad for being mad lol. Something you found stupid previously, you did now. So…. Don’t talk about contradictions lol. silly boy.
It wasn’t over stupid shit btw.. Even if we had argued after you gave you’re reason, you got so bitter again and well, you didn’t even try calming down. You said so yourself that I was pissing you off, that you’re busy and to ttyl. If you don’t regret that behaviour then I don’t regret breaking up with you. You don’t even know how hurt I was by that. Remember when we just recently fought about it because i left you while i was mad, and remember how you were hurt and how much you hated it. Every time we fought about it and made up, it was all lies, pretending we wouldn’t do it again but here we are going through the same motions of hurting and being hurt. I’ve cried for the last time yesterday. The last time because of you. So goodbye bittersweet lover. We are strangers once more and you can hurt me no longer.
